I AM PREGNANT!!!
boy oh boy. I have been wanting to blog that for quite some time. Yes Ryan and I are going to have a baby. I wanted to wait till that big 3 month mark and I really think I did good. Only 2 weeks away! I went to the doctors last week and everything went great. We got to get and ultrasound so we were able to see our little baby. Its arms were moving and legs were kicking. Its heart was beating so fast and all over the place. We couldn't even talk- we both just kept smiling. I cant believe it. Other than being sick, moody, annoyed, restless and all the other early pregnancy things I haven't really felt "pregnant" until now. I had really been trying to eat right but I'm always hungry. I had been trying to keep working out but I usually get sick and really tired. After I talked to the doctor (who is AWESOME) and saw my little nut ball it totally kicked in like no other. The fact that I'm sleepy doesn't stop me from doing a little work out and the fact that I feel horrible doesn't stop me from eating fruit instead of a cheese burger which I'm always always craving! Life is already changing and we are loving every minute. Ryan has been amazing. When I just cant clean or even get up- he does everything with out me asking. Getting me food, doing the dishes or just playing with my hair. I haven't been able to sleep and he is so sweet at 2 in the morning when I'm kicking him off the bed because the only position that is somewhat comfortable is side ways. Really this is only the beginning and I really worry about him over the next 6 (ish) months. I'm really not trying to be a drama queen and when I feel good I feel great. Ill do anything and get tons done. I really make up for it when I'm good to go :)
So yes our little family is rapidly growing and we couldn't be more happy. The anxiety is kicking in on my part but Ryan's there to calm me down. So yeah! I'm so happy and so ready for this new gift we are about to get....