In 3 days my baby will be 2 weeks!! Where is the time going?
Well I guess it's going to constant feedings, changing diapers, spit ups, kisses, snuggles, singing, taking pictures, changing more diapers and more feedings.
Oh life has been busy. So good. So full. So beautiful. So busy.
Maybe I would get more done if I put this baby down for a second but I can't pull myself away. I can't have him more than inches away from me. Unless its at night when he- on his own- decided his crib, in his own room, all the way down the hall from mom was a much better place to sleep than in the bassinet right next to mom where she could keep one hand on him all night. Sigh. So I cling to my baby monitor all night. I have so much to update on this blog. So much to document. But I am soaking up every second with Tracker. He is simply perfection. Every inch of him. And I eat it all up. I am emotionally still out of it. I am so happy but completely overwhelmed with fear and anxiety. I cant be away from Tracker for more than a bathroom break and that's pushing it. Ryan's days at work are almost unbearable. The worry of something happening to either of my boys has been crippling. I am doing my best to get out of this stage. I am happy. I definitely am. I am so thankful and so over the moon inlove with both my boys. So this hiccup will pass. I'll get my butt in gear and get this blog up to date asap.
Until the next post enjoy a little bit of heaven with this little man.