Thursday, September 30, 2010

hard night

feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest. hurts to breathe. missing her like crazy tonight. cant get this out of my mind. missing every second with her. today i cant think of the good, the positive the life she is leading now. i am just missing this. this day. this sound. this smile. this cry. this touch. this girl.
what i wouldn't give to kiss her one more time. just once. the tears burn tonight. they wont stop. I'm praying. praying for her. praying to just be okay. knowing I'm waking up to another day without her. please kenzie, help. tonight is a moment i just don't know how i can do this. how i can survive another second without you in my arms. help me. i love you. forever.


video

7 comments :

Alerie said...

Kendra I hope you are able to feel Makenzie's presence with you tonight and I hope it takes away some of your pain. She loves you and so do all of us!! This video was precious. She is one beautiful baby girl!! You are always in my thoughts and prayers, but I will pray extra hard for you tonight. Much love!!

Ashley Sullenger said...

She's beautiful! I'm so sorry. The pain is so real, it hurts. Prayers coming your way tonight, I know they work. Is there anyway you could send me your address? I'd like to send you something. You can e-mail it if you want ash_sidd@hotmail.com
Hang in there!!

Daniel.Sarah.Allysea.Kennadi said...

Kendra, I'm so sorry your having a hard night!! You have to remember Kenzie is with you all the time! If you ever need someone to talk to that will just listen a shoulder to cry on or baby to just hold to make you feel closer to me you call me and I will be there! Love you hun!

brigette said...

Im so sorry Kendra... I wish I could make all your pain go away! Much love!!

Emma said...

I wish there was words to ease it all....I wish there was no SMA....I wish she was in your arms....hugs, hugs, hugs, Em

The Bjurstrom Family said...

She's such a cutie. Thinking of you. Sending lots of hugs your way.

butterflymom said...

Hoping your days and nights have been easier since your last post. Take care and sending lots of hugs your way.

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