tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post7305959166273837052..comments2023-10-21T06:25:18.294-06:00Comments on Calling All Angels: daughters eyesRyan.Kendra.Makenzie.Trackerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06190931045172497736noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-66552763666978910452010-10-04T23:58:40.132-06:002010-10-04T23:58:40.132-06:00You're not doing anything wrong Kendra, the &q...You're not doing anything wrong Kendra, the "stages" of mourning don't come in any particular order and once your reach one "stage" it doesn't mean you dont go back. Freewriting it so wonderful. Get it out there. Miss her. Mourn your loss. Love her. Cry. Hurt. Feel anger. Feel helplessness. FEEL. Because this is HER. <br /><br />The next hill on your journey will be different than this one. Because you dont have a choice but to continue to travel just know she is there with you while you travel. While you ache. While you scream and cry. Feel. Then your emotions will change, you will laugh and miss her with joyful memories and you won't ache that day. But it changes every day. Just continue to feel and stay aware of how you feel. <br /><br />Because that connects you to what was real. <br /><br />You are loved.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-87333988175684066662010-10-04T21:45:00.312-06:002010-10-04T21:45:00.312-06:00drop to your knees and pray for comfort during the...drop to your knees and pray for comfort during these times kendra pray to know she is ok to know she loves you and is so proud of you. The lord is the one that will help you if you will let him. Your incredible!kmkhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06033282978595430871noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-15106881454620967882010-10-04T18:20:23.924-06:002010-10-04T18:20:23.924-06:00Hang in there, hun. Take care of yourself...and r...Hang in there, hun. Take care of yourself...and remember to be gentle with your heart. This is not easy, Kendra. It never will be. Hugs to you and Mackenzie.Alissahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12882996116989596706noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-22378069137041474332010-10-04T12:13:24.408-06:002010-10-04T12:13:24.408-06:00Kendra, you are going to have these kinds of days....Kendra, you are going to have these kinds of days. You will always have MRW in your heart. You will always see her. She will always be with you. Please remember that it is OKAY for you to lose it. It is okay to completely fall apart. Make sure you turn to your hubby and your family for support. Not many people can understand what you are going thru. I do. It has been 15yrs for me and my little guy is still in my heart. Just know that your days will get better, they will get brighter. You are doing AMAZING things for SMARD. You have given SMARD a face...a beautiful little sweet face. This face is MRW! You ARE an amazing mom and she is so lucky to have a mom like you. Keep doing what you are doing...you are in inspiration to so many.Amiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02377478006038255723noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-73033033339065722912010-10-04T08:50:14.101-06:002010-10-04T08:50:14.101-06:00Kendra,
I'm so sorry you are having some roug...Kendra,<br /><br />I'm so sorry you are having some rough days. I'm praying they get better and hoping you are still waking up and dancing with Kenzie. Love you!Shawnahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569796313601629565noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-38218268043367244952010-10-03T22:07:41.388-06:002010-10-03T22:07:41.388-06:00Kendra,
I can't even imagine what the weight f...Kendra,<br />I can't even imagine what the weight feels like, how exhausting the missing her truly is, but once again the light will come. I wish I could say when/how/why this happens but it will come again, she will help you to find it. Loving, praying, sending strength...hugs, EmEmmanoreply@blogger.com