tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post5483182990544208275..comments2023-10-21T06:25:18.294-06:00Comments on Calling All Angels: lifeRyan.Kendra.Makenzie.Trackerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06190931045172497736noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-60300537570206489522011-05-15T14:54:57.737-06:002011-05-15T14:54:57.737-06:00I have been also blog-stalking you for awhile.
I...I have been also blog-stalking you for awhile. <br /><br />I have written you emails that I never send from back when your blog wasn't even on the front page of TMB.<br /><br />My words don't work when I try to write you, I think it is because I don't want any of this to be real for you. I too, want it to be a bad dream. <br /><br />This post, however, is exactly how I feel. Anxiety eats at me all the time. I have to learn every day that fear is not from God, and I have to learn it EVERY day like I didn't just learn it the day before.<br /><br />THe day I first read your blog, I sobbed- I looked at her beautiful pictures and read your heart break and sobbed. I went to work the next day and felt like I had a hang over. People asked me if I was ok, and over and over again I relayed the story..."there was this blog..." <br /><br />You have a gift in your writing. You have a gift in your Makenzie. She is waiting for you just like you are waiting to see you again. You are right, things are just things, but we hold on to them as if having the thing holds a piece of the person we miss. I have a whole basement room full of totes labeled "memories."<br /><br />I am actually writing a bit about finding your blog in my next post. I usually write a humor blog, because I have lost most of my brain cells since motherhood, but reading about you and your beautiful daughter has stuck with me for over a week now. My heart is with you, sweet family.<br /><br />Love, SarieMommy used to be so pretty...https://www.blogger.com/profile/09494849403206524144noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-71771897413242463262011-05-05T10:11:01.637-06:002011-05-05T10:11:01.637-06:00I does make sense Kendra! The human side of you do...I does make sense Kendra! The human side of you does not want to give up yet one more thing, especially when giving it up means hitting "delete" on something that has her in it. It makes total sense. But the spiritual side of you recognizes that hitting "delete" is just a part of life -- another step forward in your journey and that it will not truly "delete" anything from your heart, which is where the most important things in life reside. Sweet Kendra, you are still in my prayers and I pray for you as you continue this journey.Shawnahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03569796313601629565noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-64103546419085350672011-05-05T00:33:27.901-06:002011-05-05T00:33:27.901-06:00Hi there- found your blog through TMB. I am so imp...Hi there- found your blog through TMB. I am so impressed and moved as I've browsed around. I've often blogged about not wanting to look back when my boys are older and feel like I missed it. All of the sudden I feel superficial in my easily written thoughts along that line. Your strength and realism is amazing. I'm anxious to stop back by often- I sincerely wish you hope and continued faith through the future!cre8iveskyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12242181268913506439noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-29316983286765644842011-05-04T22:59:19.760-06:002011-05-04T22:59:19.760-06:00Kendra,
I agree with Chels. " Heaven Is For ...Kendra,<br /> I agree with Chels. " Heaven Is For REal" is an AWESOME book. It helped me figure out so many things in my life and gave me peace within. I know that Heaven is for real and I can't wait until taht day when I get to go there. That book made me that much more excited to go there :) Praying for you!!!!crystalhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11376156495266001770noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-91746928569478501042011-05-04T22:55:53.623-06:002011-05-04T22:55:53.623-06:00Even though I know you have all of your videos bac...Even though I know you have all of your videos backed up, I can't imagine having to do that. You are so strong and so amazing!! I admire you so much. <br /><br />On a side note though, I have a Mac and a sony camcorder and I am able to put my videos on my computer. Hmmm....this is weird. I curious now how I have been able to do this. <br /><br />Well, you are always always in my prayers!! I'm glad you have a couple of weeks off even though it sounds like you are going to be busy. I can't wait to hear what you are raising money for. I'm sure it is something amazing. I will pray that your garage sale has a ton of success!! Much love!!Aleriehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16407066028515187182noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-3938193182817596682011-05-04T21:31:39.588-06:002011-05-04T21:31:39.588-06:00I am purely a stranger from Idaho who came across ...I am purely a stranger from Idaho who came across your blog awhile ago from another one I follow. I hope you don't mind me commenting, but tonight I felt compelled to leave a little message. I absolutely love reading your thoughts & seeing pictures of your beautiful, little daughter. You have such a wonderful way of writing that keeps me wanting to come back & read more. My heart has hurt for you, your husband & your sweet baby girl. I hope you keep working through things as you do. I imagine your little Makenzie must be watching over you patiently awaiting the day when you are physically brought back together! Bless you!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-7745497593978412422011-05-04T20:57:25.740-06:002011-05-04T20:57:25.740-06:00I love your spunk. I have many of the same anxieti...I love your spunk. I have many of the same anxieties. Many of the same questions. It's a lot to process. Your blog is sharp and soft all at the same time, and I so appreciate it. I am glad you are learning your faith. It's something I'm still struggling with, and I admire your wit about it. Thank you for willing to share so openly.~plaidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02316575868514651343noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-84058885567244233782011-05-04T15:46:51.690-06:002011-05-04T15:46:51.690-06:00Kendra,
You should read the book "Heaven is ...Kendra,<br /><br />You should read the book "Heaven is for Real" written by Todd Burpo.<br /><br />Love, ChelsChelshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10376912533476294155noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-75691755964038644492011-05-04T15:01:16.110-06:002011-05-04T15:01:16.110-06:00Kendra, first of all, I love the beginning about G...Kendra, first of all, I love the beginning about God having a desk and a filing cabinet. I know this is a hard post, but when I read that I thought how stinkin cute you are. Everything will be ok, Kenzie is happy and loving you from afar :) :)Katie Dannerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18134374469229271090noreply@blogger.com