tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post3966024371194094062..comments2023-10-21T06:25:18.294-06:00Comments on Calling All Angels: ramblings on feelingsRyan.Kendra.Makenzie.Trackerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06190931045172497736noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-13360389039580266112010-02-09T22:55:11.114-07:002010-02-09T22:55:11.114-07:00Agreed... I was not a huge fan of Dear John and I ...Agreed... I was not a huge fan of Dear John and I was REALLY excited to see it because I loved The Notebook. And... the only time I cried was when he was reading his dad his letter in the hospital.. other than that I was super annoyed and bored.<br /><br />I hope you don't mind that I referred people to your story and your blog on my blog... A TON of my friends have been touched by your family and your story. You are a great writer and I think you are inspiring MANY people.Mollyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09252305620394490761noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-81329852909623994132010-02-09T16:33:36.192-07:002010-02-09T16:33:36.192-07:00Kendra, just wanted to let you know I'm still ...Kendra, just wanted to let you know I'm still thinking about you and praying for you every day. You and Kenzie are helping so many people!debbiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11152404010568943839noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-80470050899712260332010-02-08T16:35:35.364-07:002010-02-08T16:35:35.364-07:00Again, I read through tears. I wish I could ease y...Again, I read through tears. I wish I could ease your pain. You and Ryan are going through something you shouldn't have to, no parent should have to and I wish with all my heart I could take it away. You are right, the love for a child is something you can never can explain to someone in words, it just takes over and I know the pain you are going through is something no one can understand either. We all experience things differently and I learned long ago never to say "I know how you feel" because even in the same situation no one grieves, no one loves, no one feels in the same way you do. <br />I can't even imagine what you and Ryan went through last night, the fear of "losing Kenzie" again...I am so sorry that happened. What I am glad about is that you two could be angry, could even lash out at one another and still come together in the end and know it was out of your grief and love for her and let that pull you back together. <br /><br />I am sure Ryan needs to get it out too, and he is 'being strong' for you, but I have no doubt when he needs it you will be there and be strong for him...and even have moments of weakness together. <br /><br />As for "time heals all wounds" I think that is totally false. I think time changes wounds, time eases wounds, but it will never take away the pain, especially with the loss of a child. You will eventually lose the 'take your breath away' pain, but you will never lose all the pain...becuase of what you mentioned earlier, the love being the greatest love you could ever imagine. With great love comes great pain at the loss, and I know your love for Kenzie was amazingly great!!<br /> <br />Thinking of you both and hoping today you found some moments of peace in your day. Love EmEmmanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-52508971734375419852010-02-08T13:22:58.256-07:002010-02-08T13:22:58.256-07:00Kendra,
I don't think time heals "all&qu...Kendra,<br /><br />I don't think time heals "all" wounds but I think time helps us to deal with them easier. Time will give you a new normal what once was will never be again. So before Kenzie your normal was one thing and after her will be another. I think we just need to learn to live in our "new" normal. I hope that makes sense but that is kind of how I deal with the loss of my daughter and husband. I don't think I will ever fall in love again because there just is no one like him or at least my new normal wont let me see that. <br /><br />My prayers go to you and I hope you can find the strength to find your new normal.Chelshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10376912533476294155noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-18097261634088735572010-02-08T12:11:01.809-07:002010-02-08T12:11:01.809-07:00thinking of you today...that you are even able to ...thinking of you today...that you are even able to keep on living day to day shows how strong you are, I admire youAJ and Cindyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11790923180366887753noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-9351143487840763822010-02-08T11:23:27.344-07:002010-02-08T11:23:27.344-07:00I know what you mean about how perspective changes...I know what you mean about how perspective changes movies and shows. We got the text from Ryan about Kenzie having SMA while we were in the Twilight movie. Until the moment we got the text, I was SO into the movie and their romance, then after the text I was like, "Who cares? This is SO dumb! Children are sick! People are suffering! Why are all these people in this movie wasting their time instead of with their families at home or helping people who need help?" I couldn't even watch the movie. I just wanted to RUN home to Chloe and give her a kiss, then run to you guys and hug you and cry with you.... which we did the next day.<br /><br />I do not believe that time heals all wounds. I believe you are given peace, comfort and strength through miraculous means, but I don't think the wound heals, not completely.<br /><br />I pray you will be given a miracle to help you breathe and survive without Makenzie. I pray for you every single day and love you! xoTara Bennetthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18445133464180170403noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3926880480919201378.post-9822236497449492052010-02-08T11:13:04.166-07:002010-02-08T11:13:04.166-07:00My heart is aching even more for you today.
Afte...My heart is aching even more for you today. <br /><br />After a 'good' weekend for you... you had to go home and feel that pain. I'm so sorry. I wish I could hug you! <br /><br />You know I'm always here. Love you.derek, allie, emma , & bradynhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05758290218390715538noreply@blogger.com